On the one hand, I can’t wait for it to be November 1st. On the other hand, that’s going to make the next few weeks fly by and I’m not sure I’m ready for that either. Scary either way.
The job search is going slowly, as usual, and my current situation remains intolerable for the most part. I now get to help out at the front desk in the clinic, which is a please-kill-me-now situation. Great.
I’m PMS-ing pretty badly this week, which helps put some things into perspective. It’s much easier to re-calibrate my outlook and emotions when I know exactly what’s throwing them off. It definitely allows me to take a step back and relax when I’m jumping off the deep end with every little thing. It doesn’t make it more fun—it just makes it easier to deal with. I’m definitely ready to be in a better place—more relaxed, better work environment and healthier outlook. I’m tired of constantly being stressed and hating my job. It’s just a lot of aggro that I don’t really want anymore.
Quote of the Day: “what/part of no/don't you understand/I've told you before to just get/off my case/this isn't happening/stop this now/and I/where was I?/I have to be somewhere/now where did I put it?” Breathe In, Frou Frou.